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Me. [Mar. 30th, 2008|08:42 pm]
The shadow among the many.
This is a personal rant so this is your warning to leave now unless you want to know the details behind my life as a Marine and probably a person in general. And it is rather long.

Slamming doors on people solves nothing, it just causes more problems. Because if this door wasn't slammed and it was replaced with talking, none of this would have happened.

Why is it so fucking easy for me to create drama for myself? Why? I mean, it is really quite easy I don't have to try.. I am laughing here but it is quite depressing when I think about it. The fact of the issue is how I am with money. If anyone has seen SLC Punk! I am like Mike when it comes to money. Fuckin it all starts in February I have a friend, he is lookin to play WoW and to buy a new laptop. We will call him Steve. Well Stevo here doesn't have the money, so as a good friend, I offer to advance him the cash. He says good to go I will pay you back first paycheck of March. He doesn't owe me much in retrospect, $1400. That amount is reasonable to pay off in 2 paychecks, 3 at most. This is in the first half of Feb. so thats 2 paychecks, Feb. 15th and March 1st. March comes rolling around, he has no money in his account, at all. I question him, all he says is he will get me the money and if I keep bitching he will take longer to get it. I let it go. A week or so ago, I start to think, he only has 2 paychecks to pay me off before we part ways so I leave him an offline message on MSN asking him if he has any plans on paying me off. Well he blows that off and involves a third party into the agreement, unnecessary but he wanted to be a lil bitch about it. So Stevo talks to Jack. Stevo give an idea to Jack and tells Jack to talk to me because apparently Stevo doesn't have the balls to talk to me directly. Jack give me the plan, apparently he wants to buy a different laptop and continue to borrow mine until it arrives or I find a buyer. So as to not be a pain I agree and look for a buyer. I find a buyer the same week, I am a good salesman. I ask for the laptop because my buyer wants it, Stevey tells me to fuck off and to repeat such to my buyer. I let it go. I talk with people in our class, they say that I am in the right to want my property back. So with that reinforcement I remind him again, same response. Then comes today. I love how fast time goes in this story. But my buyer comes by my room, he wants the laptop, for the main purpose of going online to check his shit. So I whip out my computer and Steve is online, I comment to my buyer, Aaron we will call him. Aaron checks his shit, and bugs me to hell about getting his laptop, which he has started to pay for by now. I tell him and I quote, "You will get the laptop but I do not want to go through his emo bs because it will get out of hand." But, we all know when dealing with me, things end up out of hand. I take Aaron down to Steve's room, Steve slams the door. Aaron drags me to the duty NCO, basically the higher rank on watch to make sure we don't get out of hand. We get him, Steve gets Jack, Steve and Jack say that the deal was different than what I agreed to. Apparently I have to wait for Steve to get a new laptop, not till I find a buyer. Well. The duty basically says his words of wisdom, basically I need to get my facts together, Steve needs to get his shit together with money, and Jack need to watch us closely. Jack, who also happens to be in our class and sits next to me and is of higher position than me, calmly says that what I did was out of line. I attempted to tell them that I wasn't concerned and that Aaron was, but they didn't listen. So now I am going to get a ton of shit from all of this tomorrow, probably tonight as Jack came to the room while I was away and talked to my roommate.

This is how I foresee tomorrow going. Class is going to be us configuring routers as practical application practice before the test. I have to work with Jack as he sits next to me. He will be stubborn and quite unprofessional and make it so I cannot work with him. I will confront him and ask if he will be civil or if I have to go to our instructor so I can move workstations. Then Jack will bring everything up to class and make a big fuss about it. I will request to be placed with the other class that runs parallel, it will be denied. The instructor tries to make it so we work it out together. They are stubborn, I try. It won't work. I am stuck next to Jack. Stevo gives me shit about the laptop, he says some unmentionables, I threaten to bring PMO into this, because we all know I would. He says "So it is Semper I fuck the other guy right?" Yes. It is.
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(no subject) [Feb. 25th, 2008|06:38 am]
The shadow among the many.
I have finally started class on becoming the 0656 that I set out to become. I am currently taking classes on network administration. Sadly, they are boring as shit, and I am not learning much yet. But I will give it a week before I start learning. Bootcamp, done, MCT, done, MAT Battalion, done, MOS School, Started.
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(no subject) [Nov. 26th, 2007|06:22 pm]
The shadow among the many.
Poof ninja flash I disappear again. Bye!
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(no subject) [Nov. 16th, 2007|08:37 pm]
The shadow among the many.
Home again on Monday, staying until the 4th of December. Make plans with me. Now.
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Alive once again. [Nov. 7th, 2007|06:52 pm]
The shadow among the many.
Okay, it is near impossible for me to catch up on 5 months of activity that all you guys have experienced by reading it on the lil' ol' lj so you guys will just have to get with me and talk about it, call me, post, but all you better find a way to talk with/at me. If you don't I will be sad!!!
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A-Z AMG [Mar. 19th, 2007|06:23 pm]
The shadow among the many.
I have not posted in a long time. Not much has happened that is worth posting about.

A - Available?: Possibly
A - Age: 18
A - Annoyance: ignorance

B - Best Friends?: Adam
B - Bar: which?
B - Birthday?: February 24

C - Crush: Yes
C - Car: I wish
C - Cat(s): None

D - Dead Pets Name(s): Henry (alive but...)
D - Dad's Name: Darryl
D - Dog(s): Henry (same)

E - Easiest person to talk to: Adam
E - Eggs: Over-hard only
E - Email: yuuhou53223@yahoo.com

F - Favorite color?: Green
F - Food: tasty
F - Foreign Slang: bollucks

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: Both
G - God: Which?
G - Good Times: Like Saturday

H - Hair Color: Dark Blondish
H - Height: 5'11"
H - Happy: Meh

I - Ice Cream: Tasty
I - Instrument: of death?
I - Idol: BUSH! (kidding!)

J - Jewelry: None
J - Job: None
J - Jokes: I have plenty

K - Kids: where?
K - Karate: Wind fist
K - Kung Fu: Byaa!

L - Love: is all you need
L - Longest Car Ride: 22 hours to Florida in one sitting
L - Lipstick or Chap stick: None

M - Milk Flavor: Chocolate
M - Mother's Name: Elizabeth
M - Movie Last Watched: V For Vendetta

N - Number of Siblings: 2
N - Northern or Southern: Northern
N - Name: Joshua

O - One Wish: I am never alone
O - One Phobia?: My dog.
O - Otter Pop: not so tasty

P - Parents, are they married or divorced: married
P - Part of your appearance you like best: The whole
P - Part of your Personality you like best: The whole

Q - Quick or Slow?: what are we talking about
Q - Queer or Straight?: straightish
Q - Queen or King?: eh?

R - Reason to smile: Do you really need one?
R - Reality TV Show: House
R - Right or Left: Right

S - Song Last Heard: Naked on the Floor
S - Season: Spring
S - Series: House

T - Time you woke up: 5:30 AM
T - Time Now: 6:34 PM
T - Time for bed: when my eyes close

U - Unknown: Lies
U - Unicorns: Uncatchable
U - You are?: One who is attempting to reach out to someone at the moment, trying to let them know how he feels about them

V - Vegetable you hate: Beats
V - Vegetable you love: Carrots
V - View on Politics: Mmm, I love the smell of politicians in the morning

W- Worst Habit: Pissing people off
W- Where are you going to travel next: San Diego
W- What's up?: Adam.

X - X-Rays: Cause cancer
X - X-Rated: Naked on the Floor
X - XYZ: Why don't you help me with that.

Y - Year you were born: 1989
Y - Year it is now: 2007
Y - Yellow: warm

Z - Zoo Animal: Snakes, ON A PLANE!!
Z - Zodiac: Pisces
Z - Zoolander: Could have been better.
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Thank you. [Jan. 28th, 2007|06:26 pm]
The shadow among the many.
[mood |happyhappy]
[music |Dopelabs]

Thank you Kat and Adam for today. I haven't been this happy for years. I have found my calm. Right now I am swaying as I am typing this, thats how much I enjoyed today. I heard so many interesting stories today and some that I would rather not know. Oh and I found out that I am immune to Kat's psychic sex powers. W00t! Heh, although it would have been interesting to feel feelings not of my own enter my body again. There was only one person that was able to do that in the past, and today made me think of her again. She was so much fun to have around and I am probably going to call her after I am done typing this.
I also now understand again why some dogs will chase after cars. It is so much fun! It is even better when you are racing your bus to the next stop because you missed it. It may sound like a drudge but it is a lot of fun.
Oh and it isn't just the coffee that has helped this high stay, it was you two. Just sitting and talking was so much fun even if I didn't add much to the conversations.
Hehe, Kat, you still don't know what Adam and I were doing on Friday. :Þ All you know is it involved three people, it was after watching your tape, and it left Adam and I bruised. Have fun guessing what it was because this time it wasn't my fault we got off topic.
I love you two. That just about sums it up. I will see what I can do about Rocky Horror on the 10th. But I don't have much to wear that is quite as adventurous as needed, but I do have a trench and I will find something to do.
I shall sway on.
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(no subject) [Jan. 24th, 2007|12:06 pm]
The shadow among the many.
I am getting quite good at breaking into my own house. You would think that I would remember my key after having to break in about four or five times. But no. That would be part of a logic system that we all know I do not have. Plus it is fun breaking into my house.
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(no subject) [Jan. 14th, 2007|07:44 pm]
The shadow among the many.
[mood |hungryhungry]
[music |Tom Novy - Nobody (John Carpenter Remix)]

I haven't posted in a long while. I have no clue why. I have thoughts that I feel like posting but when I get to the computer to post them I either rethink posting them or I forget what the post was going to be. I have been feeling weirdish for quite a while now. A mixture of not being able to sleep, tiredness throughout the day, and a lust to be near people. I don't know. Oh and there is my overwhelming hunger throughout the day due to my strange sleeping patterns. All I know is I went to sleep around 10:30 last night and woke up at around 11:45. Something is screwing with my body... I wish I knew what it was.

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Because I am bored and it is funny [Dec. 31st, 2006|11:34 pm]
The shadow among the many.
[music |Dj. Kraemer]

In 2007, w0lf0 resolves to...
Backup my samurai regularly.
Stop snowskating with r_a_m_s_anime.
Go to communism every Sunday.
Overcome my secret fear of capitalism.
Admit my true feelings to paper_orchid.
Be nicer to super_elmo.
Get your own New Year's Resolutions:
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